21 is supposed to be like so awesome, right? Wrong. Credit cards, jobs, overwhelming responsibilities, driving.. I mean honestly.. I just want to play dress up. Being a kid was so much better than this stuff. & can someone please tell me why tires are so expensive? I just payed $207 for two tires. Tires! As if they even mean anything to me.. all they do is help that monster of a car give me an anxiety attack everytime I have to get into it & drive. Driving sucks, I depise it with every fiber of my being. Me being in complete control of anything mechanical is destined to be a mess. It's petrifying. & all of the judgers of the road who insist on honking & glaring at you for following the rules of the road & driving at the speed limit! Stresssss. Walking was a much better idea. Karl Benz, or whoever they fight over deserves credit for inventing the first automobile can suck it.
My fingers go numb when my anxiety takes over. I discovered this today. My fingers have been going numb randomly since this past July & I could not figure out why. Today I realized they go numb every time I become nervous about something. Greattt. What an awk feeling.
*I read on Perez today that Heidi & Spencer eloped. Is this Heidi's genius attempt to try & get her own show? Sorry girl, though Whitney is boring & drama free, it's true.. she got her own show & you didn't, get over it. Now your stuck married to an imbusile for the rest of your.. well, at least for a little while. Sucks for you.
Sweet first blog. kbye
About Me
- ohh kay
- I am still learning about who I am but here is what I have discovered so far.. I change my hair when I feel stressed or frusterated. Bubble baths & shopping usually make me feel better when i'm upset. I fall asleep to Enya's Water Voices meditative song. I am actually obsessed with Gossip Girl. Sometimes I don't like to get out of my bed for an entire day.. other days my personality is a little hard to handle.. people who are close to me have learned to adjust to it. Cella's Chocolate Covered Cherries are my quick fix. I wish it was autumn all year round. It would actually complete my life. I thought I was a witch when I was a child. [a good witch of course.] My chilhood stories are better than yours, ask my friends. I love New England.. A lot. When dancing is not a part of my life, my world kind of stops. I really like starbucks. I'm not so much into the party scene, but moreso into the close-knit friend scene. I fall when I laugh. My clothes hardly ever match, but I get complimented on my outfits daily. & yeah, that's about it.
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